Where Do I Begin?

Life in Fort Worth has been fast and furious! So much has been happening. Sometimes, I feel overwhelmed to sit down and write about it all. However, I am going to attempt a summary since my last post to present day. Let's see...three of my closest friends have gotten engaged in the last month. Congratulations to Tim and Brittany, Brad and Laura, and Bryan and Chelsey! Chris and I were actually able to be apart of Bryan and Chelsey's engagement night. It was so special for us. I actually introduced Bryan and Chelsey in February of last year. Bryan and I grew up together. We met in Mrs.Dubose's first grade class. He tried to kiss me at the water fountain, and I slapped him. We've been best friends ever since! Bryan and I went to school together from the beginning of elementary until the end of high school. We parted ways for college. I can remember taking pictures with Bryan at my high school graduation and wondering what in the world I was going to do without that boy! Of course, our Mom's were crying and taking pictures. It was bittersweet. Nevertheless, Bryan and I stayed in touch through college. He even came to visit me a couple of times. Every once in awhile we would catch up on the phone. Of course, when we would talk I would always ask if there was anyone special. We always joked about how there was no need for him to date anyone until I found the right one for him. We laughed, and he loved the idea of me picking out his future wife. Hmm...Little did we know what the Lord had in store. Fast forward. I meet Chris. We begin a friendship. Two years later we begin dating, and he introduces me to Chelsey. One night just the three of us went to see the movie "We are Marshall." We had a great time and ended up talking forever in the parking lot after the movie ended. It wasn't long before Chelsey became one of my good friends. The more we talked and the more we got to know one another, the more I liked her. Last December, I was talking to Chelsey about Bryan. I came across some old pictures of us, and I thought....I could see this working. Chelsey wasn't sure at first, but she was open to the idea. I raved about Bryan, but it wasn't hard to do. A month or so later, I called Bryan and told him he better live up to all I claimed that he is. Ha! Poor thing. Well, before I knew it, we had a date on the calendar for them to come to Waco. You see, Chelsey lives in Rockwall, Texas and Bryan lives in Shreveport, Louisiana. So, all of this was kind of a big deal. I was a little nervous. I had never done this before. The weekend went great, and they have been friends and more than that ever since! Naturally, Bryan wanted Chris and me to be apart of the night he proposed. We were thrilled to be there. It was a perfect night filled with so much love and laughter. The two become one on June 27, 2009. God is good. In the midst of everyone getting engaged, I've been searching for an apartment and job, celebrating birthdays of dear friends and family, working hard at the hospital, meeting new friends, and doing my best to stay in touch with my old friends. With Chris working full time at Ruth's Chris Steakhouse as well as going to school and being in a time of transition myself, it has been difficult. However, Chris and I have been able to spend time with our friends we love the most here and there. Just not as much as we would like. We did get to be with Matt and Courtney for dinner and a concert. It was so good to be with them even just for a night. I lived with Court for four years, so she and Matt are family. We ate at Mi Cocina and saw Michael Buble at the Fort Worth Convention Center. It was great fun! I love his music. He is a very talented artist and performer. Ryan gave Regan a surprise birthday party at a great restaurant downtown and bought all of our dinners. We had a blast celebrating with Regan and catching up with the whole crew. A few friends were able to come in for Christopher's birthday, and we had lunch at Joe T. Garcia's! Chris was really surprised. He thought it was going to just be the two of us. After lunch, Chris and I celebrated his birthday by going to see the Impressionists exhibit from Chicago at the Kimbell Art Museum, watching some football, going to church, cake and ice cream with the Redwine family and Dr.Shirley, as well as seeing the movie "Fireproof." What a wonderful movie! There is so much trash these days that I love seeing clean movies with powerful messages. If you haven't seen it, you need too. What else? I have been doing some baby sitting for a couple of families. They are awesome. Their children are absolutely adorable in every way, and bless me so much. My parents have been down to visit a couple of times. In fact, they passed through on my Dad and sister's birthday. By the way, it has been way too long since I have seen my sister. I am missing her more than anyone! I will get to see her for Thanksgiving though! Thank goodness! The last time my parents were here, I made a decision on an apartment. I must have looked at 20+ apartments. Whew! I kept coming back to this particular one that I have chosen, and I am super excited about having a place of my own. It's so cute. Thank You Lord that You are my Home, but for providing a physical roof over my head. I know I am forgetting stuff. Oh! Yes! Chris got into practicum for counseling! Yay! We are so excited. This is a big deal, because not everyone gets in. We are so grateful to God for pouring out His grace on our lives. We are so undeserving. We recognize that every good and perfect gift is from Him. Another awesome thing God did was provide a place for me to work, and it is right across the street from where I am living! I was offered the job a couple of weeks ago and recently accepted. It seems like a great fit, and I start January 5th. My prayer is that I will continue to work with all of my heart for the Lord and not for men. Up until this point, I have been working for free finishing up my internship for my last semester of graduate school. My parents have so graciously and generously supported me through my schooling, and now the Lord has provided a way for me to support myself. There's so much to do in the coming days, especially with trying to move, graduating, holidays, and starting a new job. Wow! Maybe I should just stop here for now. I have so many pictures I could post, but it would take forever. For now, I will just post these two of Bryan and Chelsey on their engagement night and me and Chris on the balcony of my apartment I am living in now. I really needed to do this tonight. Even though I have a million other things I could and should be doing, it feels so good to sit down and write and share...Thank You Lord for the ability to do so!

Rise & Shine! Give God The Glory!

I love the morning when all is still and quiet. Sometimes, I just want to get back in my bed for a few more minutes. However, it is so worth it to get up! My prayer is that from the time my feet hit the floor in the morning until my head hits the pillow at night that I would bring Him glory. 

"To man belong the plans of the heart, but from the Lord comes the reply of the tongue. All a man's ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the Lord. Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed...In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps...How much better to get wisdom than gold, to choose understanding rather than silver....Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall....Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord." (Proverbs 16)

Lord Jesus, 

    I am trying not to make too many plans, but there are some plans in my heart. I am waiting for Your reply. Weigh my motives. I commit to you all my plans of a career, a place to live, a marriage, a family, etc. Plant me where You want me that I may be on display for the glory of Your splendor. I am so thankful that You determine my steps. Lord, I ask for wisdom. I need Your wisdom more than I need a great paycheck or anything else in this world. By Your Spirit, help me to choose understanding. I know that pride goes before destruction. If there is any haughty spirit within me, get it out! I receive Your instruction and the instruction of the authority You have placed over me. Thank You for Your promise that he who trusts in You will be blessed. I love you Jesus. You are so good. 

No Time To Catch Up!

Everything that I haven't written a post about, but I want too...

1. Regan's Birthday!

2. Christopher's Birthday!

3. Tim proposing to Brittany!

4. Dad and Meredith's Birthday!

5. My parents coming in town!

6. Bryan proposing to Chelsey!

7. Seeing Matt and Courtney!

8. Going to the Michael Buble concert!

9. The new movie "Fireproof!"

10. What God is doing!

Well, we are eleven days into October and things are busy! Hopefully, I will get to write at least a little something about all that is above. However, I am currently headed out the door! Hope to write soon.

We Fall Down!

"We fall down

We lay our crown

At the feet of Jesus

The greatness of Your mercy and love

At the feet of Jesus

We cry Holy, Holy, Holy

We cry Holy, Holy, Holy

We cry Holy, Holy, Holy

Is the Lamb"

"But You are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy..." 1 Peter 2:9-10

Pursuit!

"WE DON'T ACHIEVE VICTORY ONCE, THEN NEVER HAVE TO BOTHER WITH IT AGAIN. DESIRING TO BE GODLY IS THE WORK OF A LIFETIME." -BETH MOORE

LORD JESUS, HELP ME TO FLEE THE THINGS THAT ARE NOT OF YOU. YOU ARE THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE. HELP ME TO PURSUE RIGHTEOUSNESS, FAITH, LOVE, AND PEACE. MAY MY AIM BE FOR ALL THAT IS VIRTUOUS AND GOOD, RIGHT LIVING, CONFORMING TO YOUR WILL IN THOUGHT, WORD, AND DEED. SHUT MY MIND AND MY HEART TO ALL OTHER THINGS THAT ARE NOT OF YOU. OH JESUS, HELP ME TO FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, HOLDING ON TO FAITH AND A GOOD CONSCIENCE. MAY I NOT BE ONE WHO SHIPWRECKS THEIR FAITH. 

THE WORD PURSUE IS A VERB. TO PURSUE MEANS TO CONTINUE, TO CARRY ON, TO FOLLOW, TO GO ON WITH ONE'S COURSE OR JOURNEY. PURSUIT IS THE ACT OF PURSUING. IT IS AN EFFORT TO SECURE OR ATTAIN. IT IS A QUEST. IT IS ANY OCCUPATION, PASTIME, OR THE LIKE, IN WHICH A PERSON IS ENGAGED REGULARLY. IT IS CHASING. IT IS SEEKING A GOAL. LATELY, I HAVE REALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS CONCEPT IN MY LIFE. OF COURSE, THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MY MIND IS CHRIST. HE IS THE LOVER OF MY SOUL. I FAIL HIM TIME AND TIME AGAIN, BUT STILL HE WOOS ME AND PURSUES ME. I CAN RUN ALL DAY LONG, BUT STILL HE REACHES FOR ME. STILL, HE CHOOSES ME EACH AND EVERY DAY. HE BLOCKS MY WAY AND TURNS ME BACK AROUND. TRULY, IT IS HIS KINDNESS THAT LEADS ME TO REPENTANCE. IT'S HIS PURSUIT WITHOUT BEING PUSHY THAT PULLS ME TO HIM. I THINK ABOUT THAT WHICH I HAVE PURSUED AND CONTINUE TO PURSUE. I THINK ABOUT THE ETERNAL, AND I THINK ABOUT THE TEMPORARY. I THINK ABOUT WHAT IS WORTH MY LIFE. TO PURSUE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, IT MUST BE OF VALUE. IT MUST BE WORTH PURSUING. MY FIRST LOVE, ALTHOUGH NOT ALWAYS OBVIOUS, IS CHRIST. I AM WORKING ON MY PURSUIT OF HIM. AT TIMES, I FIND MYSELF CHOOSING OTHER THINGS. THEN, I FEEL THIS TUG IN MY HEART. I FEEL HIS PURSUIT OF ME. SUDDENLY, I AM REMINDED THAT WHATEVER I AM CHOOSING AT THAT MOMENT IS FLEETING. I DESIRE TO BE LIKE PAUL WHEN HE SAYS, "WHAT IS MORE, I CONSIDER EVERYTHING A LOSS COMPARED TO THE SURPASSING GREATNESS OF KNOWING CHRIST JESUS MY LORD, FOR WHOSE SAKE I HAVE LOST ALL THINGS." I LOVE THE OLD WORSHIP SONG THAT SAYS, "KNOWING YOU, JESUS, KNOWING YOU, THERE IS NO GREATER THING. YOU'RE MY ALL, YOU'RE THE BEST, YOU'RE MY JOY, MY RIGHTEOUSNESS, AND I LOVE YOU LORD." I LONG TO POSSESS A FAITH THAT I KNOW I COULD NEVER EARN. IT'S MOST DEFINITELY A JOURNEY, BUT I AM LEARNING. EVEN IN THE MIDST OF FAILURE AND SET BACKS, I AM CONTINUING ON IN MY JOURNEY WITH JESUS. SOMETIMES, I GET DISCOURAGED. SOMETIMES, I FEEL AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE IN A DIFFERENT PLACE, FRUSTRATED WITH MY MATURITY OR LACK THEREOF. YET, I AM COMFORTED WHEN I REMEMBER THAT MY GOD IS WITH ME, ALWAYS PURSUING ME. HE IS MIGHTY TO SAVE. HE CONTINUALLY TAKES GREAT DELIGHT IN ME. HE QUIETS ME WITH HIS LOVE. HE REJOICES OVER ME WITH SINGING. THERE IS NOT ONE THAT KNOWS NOR DEMONSTRATES WHAT IT MEANS TO PURSUE BETTER THAN CHRIST HIMSELF. EVERY HEART DESIRES TO BE PURSUED. SINCE THE LORD BROUGHT CHRISTOPHER IN MY LIFE, I HAVE SEEN MORE OF CHRIST'S HEART FOR ME THAN EVER BEFORE. HIS CHARACTER AND RELENTLESS LOVE HAS OVERTAKEN MY SOUL. I AM OVERWHELMED. THANK YOU LORD FOR THE PRECIOUS WAYS YOU CHOOSE TO LOVE YOUR CHILDREN. THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING CHRIS AND I TO CONTINUE TO CHOOSE YOU FIRST AND ONE ANOTHER SECOND. IT KEEPS ME PURSUING YOU AS YOU PURSUE ME. MAY IT ALWAYS BE THIS WAY. UNTO YOU BE ALL THE GLORY. 

I Have Nothing Without You!

Well, Mom and Dad keep asking me to post pictures. However, my computer is not wanting to let me post them at the moment. I can't say I have pictures of anything too exciting, but I do have a few cute ones that I could post whenever it chooses to let me do so. Agh! Technology. I have a love/hate relationship with it. Today was a great day. God continues to be so good to me. I had a few rough days last week, but He pulled me through. A friend of mine sent me a text message in the middle of a hard day that said, "Not even a sparrow worth only half a penny can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it. And the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are more valuable to Him than a whole flock of sparrows" (Matthew 10:29-31). It's exactly what I needed in that moment. I love how He uses people in our lives to speak His truth so clearly. Here are a few Scriptures on truth that I have been thinking about...

"Show me Your ways, O Lord, teach me Your paths; guide me in Your truth and teach me, for You are God my Savior, and my hope is in You all day long." Psalm 25:4-5

"Do not withhold Your mercy from me, O Lord; may Your love and Your truth always protect me." Psalm 40:11

"Send forth Your light and Your truth, let them guide me; let them bring me to Your holy mountain, to the place where You dwell." Psalm 43:3

"Surely You desire truth in the inner parts; You teach me wisdom in the inmost place." 

Psalm 51:6

"Teach me Your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name. I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever. For great is Your love toward me; You have delivered me from the depths of the grave." Psalm 86:11-13

"The Lord is near to all who call on Him, to all who call on Him in truth." 

Psalm 145:18

"I, the Lord, speak the truth; I declare what is right." 

Isaiah 45:19

Truly, You are good to all. You have compassion on all that You have made. Thank You for always being slow to anger and rich in love. I will exalt You my God. You are most worthy of my praise! No one can fathom Your greatness. Thank You that You are near to all who call on You, to all who call on You in truth. Thank You for the places You have led me so far. Each place has expressed Your heart for me. I am comforted when I meditate on Your promises, for You are faithful. Thank You for always going before me and preparing a place for me. I am so excited to be where You have me. You are home. Thank You for Wedgwood Baptist Church. Thank You for the opportunity to be an intern at Baylor All Saints Hospital. Thank You for providing a roof over my head and family within the walls. Thank You for each friendship You have led me to and the relationship You have so perfectly created for me. My first calling is to be an Ambassador for You. I know that, apart from You, I can do nothing! Thank You for that! Keep me forever abiding in You. It's going to be worth it all! 

"In humble adoration, I kneel before Your throne

In brokenness, I seek Your face alone

Above You, there's no other who's able to restore my soul

Come and make me whole...

Breathe on me, power of God

Come in and change me

Change me, Lord

You are all that I need

Holy Spirit, Breathe on me"

- "Breathe on Me" Lyrics

Labor Day!

So, right now I am watching "Jon & Kate Plus Eight." I love it! They are such a sweet family, and they crack me up. There has been a marathon running of all their episodes in honor of "Labor Day." Don't worry. I haven't been sitting here all day. Chris and I were able to spend time with our friends Tim and Brittany. They invited us to join them at their family's country club. It was a lot of fun. Here are a few pictures from our day! Thank You Lord for a day off! 

God Is In It!

"There are two roads

How will I know?

Sometimes the right direction is something I can't see

I hear the wind blow

And I can feel it

But I know my emotions can play a trick on me

My heart wants to tell me

Your heart wants to tell me

If it's got love

It it's got peace

That's the only way that I can believe it 

If it leads me to the light

If it's got joy

If it's got truth

Something that's gonna take a little faith to do

To make the pieces fit

God is in it

God is in it

What I'm hearing

Sounds convincing

It's hard to decipher if all the words are real

I am learning

To be discerning

Is this conversation something He's revealed?

We need to define

If it's something divine

Whatever's lovely

Whatever's pure

Whatever's from His Word will endure

You'll know it's right

You'll see the signs"

-Point of Grace 

Day By Day!

"We have little defense against the destructive nature of the enemy without the power of God working in our favor." -Beth Moore

Lord Jesus,

Thank You for helping me to understand that I have no power of restraint or self-control without Your Word made alive in me by Your Holy Spirit. Search my heart. Examine me. If there is any way that is not of You in me, get it out! You have been working on me for some time, and I am so grateful for Your patience. Truly, Your loving kindness leads me to repentance. Thank You Lord. You're my God and my Father. I no longer want to turn Your glory into shame. I have no desire to seek after false gods. Expose any that I might have. Your Word says, "Where there is no vision (no redemptive revelation of God), the people perish; but he who keeps the law (of God, which includes that of man) - blessed (happy, fortunate, and enviable) is he" (Proverbs 29:18). I want Your vision for my life.

"Vision of You" (Shane and Shane)

"Come meet us, King Jesus

O wind of change, blow through this temple

Sweet Spirit of God, come mend our hearts

For all we have are songs, unless You come

Awaken what's inside of me

Tune my heart to all You are in me

Even though You are here

God, come

May the vision of You be the death of me

And even though You've given everything

Jesus, come

Come free us, King Jesus

It's the only way that freedom's given

For You and You alone

And the work You've already done

For all we have are songs 

Unless You come

Here we are in this place

Crying out for Your embrace

To hear Your voice

More than songs

Oh, please come

Jesus, come

Awaken what's inside of me

Tune my heart to all You are inside of me

Even though You're here, God come

May the vision of You be the death of me

And even though You've given everything,

Jesus, come"

Update!

Recently, there have been a lot of changes. I keep wanting to sit down and write, but I have not had a lot of extra time to do so. The last few weeks have flown by! There were so many that I was not able to say "goodbye" to in Waco. I am so thankful that I am not too far away. I will be visiting soon! I absolutely love Fort Worth. I have been here less than a week, and I am beginning to find my way around. Thank you Mom and Dad for the GPS! I had a quick break after finishing my final course work and before my internship began. It was wonderful. I was able to spend some much needed time with my family. I didn't get near enough, but it was refreshing to be with them. I was able to see my cousin Kelsey before she left for college. My Dad's side of the family is from Arkansas, so we all met at Lake Claiborne for some fried catfish! It was great being able to see everyone and take a lot of pictures. I also had the opportunity to see my Mom's side of the family as well. Mamaw and Papaw cooked tons of boiled shrimp, potatoes, corn, green beans...etc. You name it; we had it! Aunt Jill and Jordan came over, and we all sat around the table catching up! We also celebrated Mom's 50th birthday! She just gets more beautiful every year. What a blessing to be home with my family! Such a sweet time of sharing, laughing, remembering, praying, and enjoying every minute! I have been trying to post pictures, but I am having some difficulties. I'll keep trying. After spending time with my family, I came straight to Fort Worth. I had so much to do, but eventually everything was completed. I started my internship at Baylor All Saints Medical Center on Monday. My first three days have been amazing. Because of confidentiality laws, that is all I can say - though I wish I could share more. I was a little nervous about going into the hospital setting, but so far it has been a smooth transition. Everyone is genuinely kind and helpful. I know that I will learn so much, and I am just there to take it all in. I realize it is only the third day, and I have no idea what is in store. However, I just really feel confident that Speech Language Pathology is exactly where God has called me. Apart from Him, I can do nothing. He has been my greatest Resource, my Answer, my Confidence. From little things like recalling all that I have studied to helping me find my way around the hospital, He alone continues to meet my every need according to His glorious riches! Well, I am off to a fondue party! I promise I won't wait as long to post. Keep checking back! 

Family Time!

Last Sunday!

So, yesterday was my last Sunday at Antioch Community Church. I didn't get to say goodbye to  all of my precious friends (like I had hoped), but I know that I will be back. I am so thankful for the time the Lord allowed me to be apart of this community. So many have invested their time and talents in helping me know Christ in a deeper, more intimate way. I have been given so much by being apart of this church, and I will forever be grateful. Thank You Lord for Your church! 

Root For The Home Team!

Well, Friday I finished my last day of clinic at Baylor University! I can't believe it! My final semester of graduate school will begin August 25th in Fort Worth, Texas! It's so weird that I am finally leaving Waco. Now that my time of tests, projects, and papers are coming to a close, I will actually have some free time. Thank You Lord for seeing me through! All I have left is one project and two finals! I just wanted to write and catch everyone up on all that is happening! I am planning on leaving Waco on Wednesday afternoon and heading to Shreveport for a few days to spend time with my family. My sister comes home from Europe on Wednesday as well! Pray for her safety! She has had a wonderful time! I can't wait to see all of her amazing pictures and hear all of her fun stories. On Thursday, my family and I are meeting Kelsey, Aunt JB, Tracy, and Boo at our favorite fish restaurant on the lake! We will be saying our goodbyes as Kelsey makes her way to the U of A (University of Arkansas)! We are so proud of her! I will probably spend the rest of the weekend with my family and just enjoy being home. It will be so good to see Mamaw, Papaw, Aunt Jill, and Jordie. Mom's birthday is coming up, August 19th! So, it will be great that everyone will get to be together! I am also hoping to see a few friends before heading back to Fort Worth! I am really looking forward to the days ahead! God is so good. Above are a few pictures of a night out at the ballpark! Paul, Karen, Chris, Me, Ashton, and my Dad all went to see the Rangers play the Yankees. Unfortunately, the Yankees won three to zero! Last but not least, I would like to leave you with a quote that challenged me today. 

"Ordinarily, the primary hindrance to satisfaction in our lives is refusing Him access to our empty places." -Beth Moore

I Choose You!

"And I choose You

All my attention, affection

And all my devotion for You

If everybody's worshipping something

I choose You..."

-Point Of Grace ("I Choose You")

"I will waste my life

And I'll be tested and tried

With no regrets inside of me

Just to find I'm at Your feet

Just let me find I'm at Your feet

For I am in love with You

There is no cost

I am in love with You

There is no loss

I am in love with You

I want to take Your name

I am in love with You

I want to cling to You, Jesus

Just let me cling to You, Jesus"

-Misty Edwards ("I Am In Love With You")

"And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you but (reverently) to fear the Lord your God, (that is) to walk in all His ways, and to love Him, and to serve the Lord your God with all your (mind and) heart and with your entire being." Deuteronomy 10:12

"Call to me and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things, fenced in and hidden, which you do not know (do not distinguish and recognize, have knowledge of and understand)." Jeremiah 33:3

Time Flies!

Time flies when you are having fun and when you have a lot to do! Some days I thought I would never see the end of paper work, studying, tests, projects, etc. However, I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I thought I had seen it before, but it was a little dim. Today, it is shining bright! I am so thankful for the opportunity God has given me to be a Speech-Language Pathologist! I am still waiting to see if I passed my National Comprehensive Exam (PRAXIS), but I did find out that I passed my Baylor Comprehensive Exam! Thank You Lord! He is so faithful! I have less than ten days of class and four days of clinic. Crazy! There is so much to do in the little time I have left. Pray that I would make every minute count and bring Him glory in the process. I have three tests and one project to complete in my last two weeks! I have to go study now. I want to finish well! Here's what I have been living on lately...

"If you continue in My Word, then you are My disciples." 

John 8:31

"I will go before you, and make the crooked places straight." Isaiah 45:2

"Whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved." Acts 2:21

"Thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things." 

Matthew 25:23

"He gives grace to the humble." James 4:6

"Let us not be weary in well doing; for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

Galatians 6:9

"He gives power to the faint; and to them that have no might He increases their strength."

Isaiah 40:29

"Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God." 

Matthew 5:8

I Put My Hope In Things Not Seen!

"Lord of all the Earth

How You care for me

You have made me

You will save and 

Carry me always

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

Your joy is my strength

Lord, You are my God

I rely on You

I put my hope in things not seen

Your promises are true

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

Your joy is my strength

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

Your joy is my strength

Always You're with me

Your hand will lead me

My trust is in Your name

Always You're with me

Your hand will lead me

My trust is in Your name

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

You are Faithful

Your joy is my strength"

-Hillsong ("You Are Faithful")

Thank you Jesus! All glory, honor, and praise be to You! You are worthy of all my praise! Thank You Lord for seeing me through this year! Thank you for performing on my behalf! Thank You for continuing to pour out what I do not deserve. You alone are good! I love You Lord. I will worship You. I was lost and You found me. I was stuck in sin, and You made me holy Yours. I am eternally grateful for Your salvation. Thank You for the ways You continue to show Yourself to be Lord of Lords and King of Kings in my life! Thank You for the failures that allow me to keep my hand tightly clinched in Yours. Thank You for the successes that prove that You are still in the business of doing miracles! My confidence is in You. Apart from You, I am nothing. Apart from You, I can do nothing. Thank You for the strength of Your love. You are who I believe and will continue to believe for all my days! You are my Supply. Thank You that You love to meet Your children's needs according to Your most glorious riches. Thank You for caring about the smallest and biggest things in my life. May I use all that I have for Your service and Your glory. Love You Jesus!

Greatest Treasure!

"The Lord has heard my supplication; the Lord receives my prayer." Psalm 6:9

"The sheep that are My own hear and are listening to My voice; and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never lose it or perish throughout the ages. (To all eternity they shall never by any means be destroyed). And no one is able to snatch them out of My hand." 

John 10:27-28

"But without faith it is impossible to please and be satisfactory to Him. For whoever would come near to God must (necessarily) believe that God exists and that He is the Rewarder of those who earnestly and diligently seek Him (out)." Hebrews 11:6

"Be not afraid of them (their faces), for I am with you to deliver you, says the Lord." Jeremiah 1:8

Jesus, Forgive me for all the ways I continually fail You. Thank You that my greatest need is You. You alone are my greatest treasure. I pray that You would deliver me from the fear of what might happen. Help me to keep striving after what ought to be. I choose to believe You over what I see and how I feel. I choose You. Thank You that You have made us in Your image and we are not of those who shrink back. Thank You that we have received Your Spirit, that we may know the things freely given to us by God. Thank You that You tell us over and over again to ask! Help me each day to declare Your Word with a heart full of faith. 

Barrett & Jen's Wedding Pictures!

Worthy To Be Praised!

"Heart Of Worship" (Matt Redman)

"King of endless worth

No one could express

How much You deserve

Though I am weak and poor

All I have Yours

Every single breath

I'll bring You more than a song

For a song in itself

It's not what You have required

You search much deeper within

Through the way things appear

You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship

And it's all about You

All about You, Jesus

I am sorry Lord for the thing I've made it

When it's all about You

It's all about You, Jesus

I'll bring You more than a song...

I'll bring You more than a song..."

"Cannot Say Enough" (Mercy Me)

"What can we say to describe just a glimpse of Your glory?

How can our words portray but a thread of Your majesty?

But still we praise our Savior in Spirit and in Truth...

For we cannot say enough about You!?"

I haven't posted in awhile, but He is worthy to be praised for so much! This weekend I took my PRAXIS exam, and I am so thankful that it is over! Thank you to all of you who sent me text messages or called. It meant so much. You have no idea! The Lord really gave me a peace that I am certain could only come from Him. I am choosing to believe that the Lord poured out His grace on me that day and answered all of our prayers! However, I won't know the results for four weeks. Whatever happens, He is good. I am so blessed to have the encouragement and support that I do. My parents came to Waco to pick me up and took me to Dallas for the test. I was so blessed to have them with me and help me through the big day. We had a lot going on this weekend. Not only did I take one of my comprehensives, but I was also in a wedding! It was challenging, but such a wonderful way to celebrate God's faithfulness to me and my precious friends who got married. My Dad was my date for the rehearsal dinner Friday night, and we had a lot of fun together! Chris had to work, but he drove in Saturday night for the wedding. We had a blast dancing, but even more so watching my Dad. He was hilarious! Anyway, it was great for the four of us to be together! The only problem was that we were missing Meredith! I can't wait for her to get back from Europe! So, back to my friends who got married! Jennifer has been one of my sweetest and closest friends since freshmen year of college. She and Barrett began dating the summer before our senior year, so I have had the privilege of knowing them together from the very beginning! They are a wonderful couple, who love the Lord and others so well. Their wedding will be one that I always remember. I felt that it captured so much of who they are and how much fun they like to have. I took quite a few pictures. They are all on facebook, but I have posted a few here as well. Right now, they are honeymooning in Hawaii! I am a little envious! But they have waited a long time for this, and I am genuinely happy for them! Well, as for me, I have to get back to studying! My last comprehensive is Friday morning! Pray! Pray! Pray!

"The reverent, worshipful fear of the Lord leads to life, and he who has it rests satisfied; he cannot be visited with (actual) evil." Proverbs 19:23

"He is my defense; I shall not be moved." Psalm 62:6

"Call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver you." 

Psalm 50:15

"He that cometh to me shall never hunger." John 6:35

"The Word of the Lord endureth forever." 1 Peter 1:25

I Need Bread!

"He that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him." 

1 John 4:16

"God is with thee in all that thou doest." Genesis 21:22

"My grace is sufficient for thee." 2 Corinthians 12:9

"He that heareth My Word, and believeth on Him that sent Me, hath everlasting life." John 5:24

"He that doeth the will of God abideth forever." 1 John 2:17

"All things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive." Matthew 21:22

"Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer." Isaiah 58:9

"The Lord shall give thee rest from thy sorrow." Isaiah 14:3

"I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

"He shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler." Psalm 91: 3

"As truly as I live, all the earth shall be filled with the glory of the Lord." Numbers 14:21

Always There!

John 15:13 says, "Greater love has no one than this, that He lay down His life for His friends." Truly, God has blessed me with the most incredible friends. They know who they are. Each one leaves me loving Jesus more and understanding more of His character through our friendship. I am beyond grateful and could write more than a few pages on each one and how they have personally blessed my life! However, I am going to write about the one I have known and loved the longest....Miss Savannah Duncan. I find so much joy in our friendship, and my life wouldn't be the same without her. We have been through so much together. Although she lives miles and miles away, I feel as if she is right by my side. The Lord uses her to speak truth and hope into my life. I know that she would do anything for me, and I would do anything for her. She is a beautiful woman of God, and I am overwhelmed by my Savior's love through her. He takes her actions and words of compassion and turns them into something that refreshes my soul. We have disappointed each other along the way, but we have learned that the only one who will never disappoint is Him. So, we rest in that and are able to love each other deeply from the heart! He has made our friendship so sweet and continues to make it sweeter. He is our ultimate friend, but we are blessed to walk with one another. No matter the distance between us, our love for Christ keeps us connected. Thank You Lord for Savannah. Thank You that we can be honest with one another, encourage and lift each other up, pray for one another, and help bear the burdens of this world together. Thank You that we can be Your hands and feet to each other and most importantly to a lost and dying world. Thank You for dying for us, so that we could have friendships like this and show ourselves friendly! Thank You that it is only through friendship with You that we can be this kind of friend to others. 

There Is None Like You!

"There is none like You. No one else can touch my heart like You do. I could search for all eternity long and find there is none like You. None like You. Not one like You. No, not a one. Your mercy flows like a river wide and healing comes in Your name. Helpless children are safe in Your arms. There is none like You. No one else can touch my heart like You do. I could search for all eternity long and find... There is none like You." 

"Jesus, my passion in life is to know You. May all other goals bow down to this journey of loving You more. Jesus, You've showered Your goodness on me, given Your gift so freely that there's one thing I'm longing for. Hear my hearts cry and my prayer for this life. Above all else, above all else, give me Yourself. Savior, the more that I see Your beauty, the more that I glimpse Your glory, my heart is captured by You. Jesus, You are my greatest treasure, nothing this world can offer could ever compare to You. So, hear my hearts cry and my prayer for this life. Above all else! Above all else! Above all else! Jesus, give me Yourself. More than anything! "

Lord Jesus,

Thank You that you do not create emotional distance because of our sin. Thank You that taking ownership of our sin allows the power of Your grace to abound! Thank You that confession leads to blessing. Thank You that a little is not enough! Thank You that Your intention is not to catch us and condemn us, but to love us, save us, and set us free! Thank You that You are slow to anger and abounding in love. Thank You that Your mercy is greater than Your judgement. Thank You that we can come to You just as we are.

"Bless (affectionately, gratefully praise) the Lord. O my soul; and all that is (deepest) within me, bless His holy name! Bless (affectionately, gratefully praise) the Lord, O my soul; and forget not (one of) all His benefits - Who forgives (every one of) all Your iniquities, Who heals (each one of) all Your diseases, Who redeems your life from the pit and corruption, Who beautifies, dignifies, and crowns you with loving-kindness and tender mercy..." (Psalm 103). 

My Daily Bread!

I have a box of Scripture that I pull from regularly. It's my daily bread. Jesus said that man shall not live on bread alone, but by every word of God. Here's what I have been living on lately...

"Come ye after Me, and I will make you to become fishers of men." Mark 1:17

"The Lord upholdeth all that fall." Psalm 145:14

"For the Lord giveth wisdom: out of His mouth cometh knowledge." Proverbs 2:6

"Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

"The eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and His ears are open unto their prayers." 1 Peter 3:12

"They that seek the Lord shall not want any good thing." 

Psalm 34: 10

"With God all things are possible." Mark 10:27

"The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth." Psalm 121:8

"Those that wait upon the Lord, they shall inherit the earth." Psalm 37:9

"If any man hear My voice, and open the door, I will come in to Him, and will sup with Him, and He with me." Revelation 3:20

"Whatsoever we ask, we receive of Him, because we keep His commandments." 1 John 3:22

"He that overcometh shall inherit all things." Revelation 21:7

"I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee." Isaiah 41:10

"I, even I, am He that blotteth out thy transgressions." 

Isaiah 43:25

"Thou wilt show me the path of life." Psalm 16:11

"Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in Him; and He shall bring it to pass." Psalm 37:5

"Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee." Psalm 55:22

In Your Presence!

"You will show me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy, at Your right hand there are pleasures forevermore." (Psalm 16:11)

You are my Supply

You're my Fountain of blessing 

To the end of the Earth

You are my Supply

And You wipe away my tears

You take away my fears

With the strength of Your love

Seasons have dried my soul

The sun is hard beating down

My temptation is to look at all that's gone

You are here

You are near

You are my Supply

You're my Fountain of blessing

To the end of the Earth

You are my Supply

You wipe away my tears

You take away my fears

With the strength of Your love

After all is said

After all has been done

I sit here until

My heart is Yours

You are here

You are near

You are my Supply

You're my Fountain of blessing

To the end of the Earth

You are my Supply

You wipe away my tears

You take away my fears

With the strength of Your love

"You Are My Supply" (James Mark Gulley)

Lately!

"I am feeling the pressure, 

and I am pleading for grace.

I am aware of my failures and relying on faith.

I am tired and sometimes burdened, 

but He is my Rest.

I am in desperate need of my Savior to perform on my behalf. 

Undeserving of all that I receive, 

but still He gives more.

I am amazed at His patience with me, 

as He allows me to call Him Lord.

He answers when I call, 

and His promises are true.

By His stripes, I am healed.

By His Word, my mind renewed."

This is what has been on my heart as of lately. I just thought I would share it with you. Now, I am off to study! 

Top Ten For Today!

Today, I am thankful...

1. That I can call on Jesus!

2. That God has given me a selfless and precious man who delights in serving me and others!

3. For rest!

4. For the opportunity to be in graduate school, and that it is almost over!

5. For the ability to study!

6. For support and encouragement from friends and family!

7. That His mercies are new every morning!

8. That my heart is still beating!

9. For a washer and dryer!

10. That I never have to go hungry!

This list may seem really random and pretty simple, but I believe we always have something to be thankful for! This is just what came to my mind first thing this morning! Remember, we are to enter His courts with thanksgiving! 

Major Exams!

This morning my roommates and I decided on a theme verse for our remaining time in graduate school. Brittany came across it in her time with Jesus, and shared it with us. I looked it up in the Amplified Bible, and we made a poster! It is now hanging over our TV, in hopes to keep us on track! After we read this verse, we were saying, "Yes and Amen!" I just thought I would share it with you. I hope you are encouraged in whatever situation you are facing, and know that our God is able!

"I will cry to God Most High, Who performs on my behalf and rewards me [Who brings to pass His purposes for me and surely completes them]." Psalm 57:2

Studying Abroad!

Join me in praying for my sister, Meredith, as she is studying abroad during this second summer session.

1. Pray that the Lord would spread His protection over the entire group as they travel.

2. Pray that He would be glorified as they study and play!

3. Pray that new friendships would be made and old friendships would be strengthened.

4. Pray that the Lord would direct their steps as they walk unfamiliar territory.

5. Pray that Meredith would have opportunities to share her faith with those she comes in contact with and that she would experience Jesus like never before!

My Lips Will Glorify You!

"Because Your love is better than life, my lips will glorify You. I will praise You as long as I live, and in Your name I will lift up my hands." Psalm 63: 3-4 

Jesus,

You are worthy! Truly, Your love is better than life! Thank You for Your salvation. Thank You for Your forgiveness. Thank You for Your grace. You are good! I long for my lips and my life to praise You. You are my Lord. Apart from You, I have no good thing. My heart is glad and my tongue rejoices. My body rests secure. I know that You will never abandon me. I know that You always embrace me. You have made known to me the path of life. You continually fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand. I call on You, for You will answer me. You are my Strength, my Rock, my Fortress, and my Deliverer. All of Your ways are loving and faithful. You are the Stronghold of my life. Test me, O Lord, and try me, examine my heart and mind; For Your love is ever before me, and I walk continually in Your truth. May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in You. One thing I ask of You, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in Your house all the days of my life, that I might gaze upon Your beauty, and seek You in Your temple. I will exalt You, O Lord. You turned my wailing into dancing; You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart my sing to You and not be silent. I will give You thanks forever!   

Lots Of Laughs!

Well, things have been pretty busy! On Monday night, Chris and I had dinner with our parents. It was the first time that the six of us have been able to sit down together. It was great to be with them, laughing for hours! We were at On The Border from 6:30 p.m. until 10:45 p.m. It definitely left us looking forward to the years to come! On Wednesday, my sister left Waco making her way to Great Britain! I cried, off and on, all day Tuesday and Wednesday. I already miss her so much! On Thursday, I began my second summer session. I still can't believe it! Today, I had a few meetings at the clinic in preparation for our new clients. Therapy begins Monday! Now, I am at home with my incredible roommates (Brittany and Laura)! It's going to be a study night, as every night will be until August 13th! Pray that we might have the grace and discipline needed to accomplish all that there is to do in the weeks ahead. Apart from Him, we can do nothing!

Us!

My Parents!

His Parents!

Powerful!

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His Love Endures Forever!

I love how Jesus takes care of me through my friends. This week, Bailey came to see me! With my crazy schedule, we only had thirty minutes together! However, in a matter of thirty minutes, I was refreshed. Our time together is never quite enough, but I am grateful for whatever I can get.

The Lord also used Brittany and Laura to lift me up this week as well. They are precious friends. They always go the extra mile and bend over backwards to help me in whatever way they can. I am so blessed. I don't know what I would do without these girls in my life.

Tired!

Last Day Of Camp!

This is a picture of my fun room or part of it!

Best Friends, Roommates, and "The Three Little Pigs!"

  Have I mentioned that I love Dr.Ritter?

Two amazing supervisors!

   Me, Jill, Emory, and Jennifer!

Happy 4th of July everyone! I am so tired! I just turned in my last project for summer session one. I love the feeling I get when I finally finish something! One more summer session to go! Can you believe it? It's only 8:30 p.m., and I feel like it's midnight! This week has been nuts. Thank You Jesus for sustaining me and giving me the strength to keep going. Apart from You, I can do nothing. Today, I had lunch with the McMullen's to celebrate the fourth. It was great to be with them, even though Chris had to work. I love their family. My Mom and Dad are at Lake Claiborne right now, and I am terribly jealous. I would give anything to be with them. Thankfully, they are coming to visit me soon. I am ready for the four of us to be together again. It's been too long. I just got home, and I have a lot to do. I am thinking about studying or going to bed. I am leaning towards the latter. I feel empty and a little weak. I've got to get with Jesus tonight or first thing in the morning. It's the only thing that keeps me going...